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Feeling of Lonelines

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There are times that even if everything in life seems doing great, you will still feel like your alone. That no one is there for you, that no matter how hard you try to convince yourself that you're okay, that you don't need anybody else cause you got yourself covered, you will still feel it deep inside, the pain and longing for someone and something you can't experience the same and have again. As Tom Wolfe puts it,  "the whole conviction of my life now rests upon the belief that loneliness, far from being a rare and curious phenomenon, peculiar to myself and to a few other solitary men, is the central and inevitable fact of human existence."  I recently got a two days off and decided to go to the mall to de-stress. My duty was just keep on getting toxic more and more and I needed to go out to declutter my mind. I chose to see a recently released movie, Everything everything, which is based from a novel from the same producer of "Me Before You". Maybe t...

The Meaning of Life

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As a person who likes to contemplate a lot, Life is one of those things I always think about. It's crazy I know, but sometimes I'd just sit in a corner late at night after a long day and would wonder why am I here and still breathing. I cant help but question even my mere existence, and it always lead me to a  search for life's purpose and meaning. Sometimes I would search at google, or randomly ask friends, even strangers what is life for them, what is its meaning and how do they deal with it; o r are they already at that point in life where  they want to be, or what they envisioned their life to be as a means of evaluation and to generate valuable life lessons they can share with me.  Every time I do that, I'd just be surprised of how different life meaning is to everyone.  Each person has his own definition, even famous authors of books I read, leaders, philosophers, artists, commoners, and people from different walks of life. So what is life? Let me share ...