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Could Have Been

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It was my off from work, I was at home and just swiping through my facebook feed when I came up with a photo. It looks familiar and I had to take a second look to make sure I am not mistaken, “Is it really him?” I asked myself. “Wow! He is with someone now and its for real.” Shocked and in disbelief, I felt of a pang of pain rushed through me,  it's been a few years now  now but seeing him again and remembering the memories, all the pain came resurfacing again.  It may be the effect of boredom, frustration and exhaustion brought about by this Covid-19 pandemic that made me feel like this; emotional, overly-sensitive and nostalgic. Or  being single  for a long time now is taking its toll. But damn, that pic really got into my nerves and triggered something, it still stings you know. After all these years, it made me realize that I still carry that pain. That deep inside me I was still hoping, that maybe someday somehow we still have a chance toge...